Awaken the Child the next place

There are many of you who might be wondering how thing were after the trash can issue. I need to take you back a bit though. I talk about me having sex at the tender age of 9yrs old. You might have thought to yourself; damn you were just a mannish child. I wish that was the case. I could then say to you guys I had a way with the girls.  My introduction to sex was not one of a conscience decision on my part. It was stirred by a slightly older aunt. The first time I was trick into showing her my thing. She ask me to lay down and she pulled off her clothes and straddle me. She place my penis in her vagina. She began moving up and down. I really didn't know what she was doing to me. I saw her making funny faces and noises. She pulled my hand up to her breast and rub them across. I guess I was in a state of shock because I didn't try to stop this immoral act. When it was all over, we got dress.  She told me, " you're gonna make some girl really happy". When she got ready to open the door; she lean in to tell me the one thing which told me she had done something wrong to me. She said," don't tell anyone this would be our own little secret". I had seen movies before in which adults did thing to children and say those very words. I was threaten by her like those movies though. I thought about telling some one. When I tried to I found that she would speak over me and tell them convincing stories. How can you compete
with someone they would believe over you. So I kept my silence.
It wasn't until the next time. I knew it was wrong and she was trying to trick me again. I wouldn't fall for it but there was no one in the house and I was at her mercy. She slapped me which all she had and drag me into a room. This time moving a dresser in front of the door. This way I could not move it to open the door and so other could not walk in on us. This way we had enough time to put on clothes before opening to door. My mother never knew why I hated staying with her. She assume it was because we are both Zodiac sign and can't get alone because we were too much alike.
It final stop happening when she was sent to live in New York. I think I was about 11 at that time.  I wouldn't see her again until I was 13. I was much taller and stronger by then. I would not let her do that again though she did try. I think that only serve to make her angry with me a lot. So much so, when I, my sister and cousins would be playing and get into dispute she would rush out to deem me wrong. She would try to provoke a physical fight which needless to say she would win. Then it seem when the older uncles and aunts would get involved they would believe her over me.